Confusion

Where's motivation to keep life moving?
Meaning of living?
Someone please?
Felt so unsecured suddenly with things happened?
So homeless?
Situation now was like so fake where I don't really know what is true and what is wrong?
Who is acting and who is not?
What is love?
Why loved?
Ending of "love"?
Had been confusing and sicked with "love "and "home"

People, a species where really hard to understand,,,I start not to understand even my own self?..

Can I, just run away and take a short break?
I need some fresh air, alone!

T_T