Confusion

Where's motivation to keep life moving?
Meaning of living?
Someone please?
Felt so unsecured suddenly with things happened?
So homeless?
Situation now was like so fake where I don't really know what is true and what is wrong?
Who is acting and who is not?
What is love?
Why loved?
Ending of "love"?
Had been confusing and sicked with "love "and "home"

People, a species where really hard to understand,,,I start not to understand even my own self?..

Can I, just run away and take a short break?
I need some fresh air, alone!

T_T

Someone to be missed!

I dreamt om You again...
i wonder if i will pop up in your mind once in a while.? Even updating me from Fb like how I do?
We knew this is the best choices and decision ever, we both knew it
Please stay somewhere in the corner of the heart of mine quietly and accepts the best wishes and prays from me silently.
We are best mate ever!

I missed you!

又一个不知所为的情人节，老比啊！

2012启示：男人情人节定义-无所谓，不重要
靠北过后2013 新启示： 男人的情人节定义-交换礼物的节日(Ｔ＿Ｔ)

扫兴事件1：
只顾着过年，忘了情人节

扫兴事件2：
老比生超级大眼针，每天都陪他到clinic 复诊

扫兴事件3：
因为要戒口，所以我之前准备的两人情侣晚餐也都煲汤了
连我为她准备的礼物，咖啡机跟咖啡豆也不能喝

扫兴事件4：
准备的礼物是条件任我开的cheque 嗯。（在他看来这是份很好的礼物）凸^-^凸
可我就觉得缺少了些心意！(◎_◎;)

哎，讨厌情人节了！伤心******x100000

无言

谢谢你打激我，让我学会更坚强 女人嘛？ 都要学会靠自己， 男人靠得住？猪喇都上树！

Let's Target for 2012!

Let's Target for 2012, hun!

Believe we will find this year superb interesting , for our side bet =)

What's so crazy about that huh?It was like-- unreachable target with crazy punishment! haha...

Bby's target 1:

Aim for 150k sales's commission next year. Meaning that roughly you will need to earn at least 12.5k of commission/ month. Possible to reach that hun? LOL

Bby's target 2:

Having 40k CASH saving among the commission earned. 

TERMS & CONDITIONS: Investment and any unexpected usage incurred doesn't considered into this target.

Babe's target 1:

What's bout the target I set for myself? hohoho... I thought of having my first 100k for my first owned shop, that's still a dream anyhow=) What to do? work hard for savings...and 40k CASH saving is what i need to fight for! Meaning, I need to save 3333 per month!?! What goes so wrong bout that? haha...I'm getting less than this figure for my nett pay now....I've imagine on the punishment already...yyaikksss

 

Babe's target 2:

Saving is not the hardest for me! What with the target my hun set for me? restricting me from shopping! that's ridiculous & most cruel target ever~~! 15 sets of shirts, 12 pairs of shoes, and 6 bags are only allow in next year! I'm going to shop GG end of this year, be4 this promises begins! 

There's must be also TERMS & CONDITION apply for this =p :Pressie from others doesn't considered into this targetttt...

Let's work together & Saving hard for our future though. I'm looking forward for the punishment session ^U^ 

<3 

 

大头虾!!

26/6

To be memorize deeply~~Craft it onto my heart if I could?
大头虾!!大头虾!!大头虾!!大头虾!! =(

再见了,我的爱情!

结束了...
或许不能理解我的决定
也埋怨我的自私
我也很想若无其事地跟你在一起
但昨天一度我崩溃,几度心软
你无法明白我的痛,真的很, 痛..................................

我无法看你追着另一个女人跑
也无法接受你欺骗我的理由是''我也不知道为什么''
无法想象过我一直信任的你,会这样子做
更无法因为一次心软接着下来每天要怀疑你

你发誓说,  没有第二次
也没有做过对不起我的事
我了解你, 对一个普通朋友, 你不会是这样的
你心里知道的.....
当初你追我的时候也是这样
难道你要我等, 等到那一天你真做错了,我才醒来?才自取其辱来哀求我的爱情?
 我......不想.....
 
用了两年时间来经营, 却被还没发生的事情结束掉了, 可笑吧?
是很可笑没错, 但我宁愿这样熬着没有你的日子,把感情结束掉......
很辛苦没错.....会好的!.
当大家冷静下来,找到了自己要过日子的方式
心甘情愿为对方付出的方式,
会好一些的,
虽然我不知道那个人还会是不是我......
 

会好的!我会加油!
爱你........